The first time I tried to vote was when I was eighteen-years-old. It only took a few moments of browsing through the options of "proposition" this and that and everything else to see how much bullcrap it all is. I actually spent at least an hour trying to figure out why none of it made any sense.
I remember talking to my mom and sister about it, asking why everything we had as a choice was pure crap. My sister thought the same thing. I don't remember exactly how my mom reacted, only that she wasn't surprised and it seemed like she already knew. We never really discussed politics that I can remember; my memory does suck, though. I think she might have avoided it cuz voting is pointless. I remember her being anti-government but never really going into it. My sister would probably remember better than I.
Back then, looking through the book of options I saw that for every one good thing you vote for, at least ten bad things are linked to it. That was when I was eighteen. It's even worse now. I gave up then and there. I looked again in my thirties, I don't remember exactly why, something musta sucked. And again, was immediately turned away from voting cuz it's a buncha nonsense.
Then Trump happened. One of the stupidest things I've seen in my lifetime. Not only was this dumb motherfucker even considered as a candidate in the first place but people actually supported/support him. He's literally a parody of Hitler when it comes to presentation and very often speech. Somehow people don't see it. /shrug Seeing that, it's easy to understand why the country I was born in is such a hellish terrorist nightmare. People can't even see that we are nazis.
So, with Trump as president, I had to try again, right? I dove into everything, too deep and I barely scratched the surface. I sought solutions. Who do I vote for? I lost my mind. I've been depressed my whole life but I had never experienced such a thing as this before. I was literally consumed by rage for all of 2020 and a bit into 2021. I knew it and I couldn't stop it. How could I? This is madness. It's right in our face and people still look through it as if it isn't real.
If you never allow yourself to look deeper (which I fully understand), the truth of our situation, our government, our society, is more horrifying than any of us could possibly imagine. It's always been talked about, I would think something along the lines of, "Yeah, this is all terrible" but I never really saw the big picture. It is all a lie.
That truth is scary. It's not something easily grasped because it's pure evil. I wouldn't want to believe it. How could it possibly be worse than I already thought it was? It never ever stops getting worse. What drives me more crazy is that people look right through the truth when it's staring them right in their face. I kind of understand the denial, it's hard, though.
Know this, probably every "conspiracy theory" that exists is very likely true. I haven't gone as deep as I was planning to. I had to stop. I had to.
Our government is our enemy. The police, military, and "News" are tools of destruction and control. The deep truth is not easy to accept but we cannot go on like this.
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