March 17, 2025: This was originally written on May 12th of 2022. I had decided to make it private until today because it's not easy or fun to say or even think and yeah it's a little crazy but it's honest. I now choose to believe everything is a lie because if I can't do anything about anything, it doesn't matter. I'd also rather believe it's a lie but there's enough "evidence" for anything I guess. Below is what I wrote back then. Please forgive me for not only what I say here but for how I have acted as well as will continue to act. I am lashing out and I cannot see an end to that. I updated two minor things from the original post that were on the "violent" side.
It's like being awake in a dream you know you can't control because someone else is controlling it. True evil is ruling this world. It's strange when you really see it. When you understand the depth of madness is very real and in the open.
How do you see the truth staring at you but choose to believe the lie? Is it preference? I would guess fear is the most effective in such a world as this. Is it really that much easier to choose to believe that those in power aren't murderous psychopaths? Is it that much easier to choose to believe that they aren't in control of all the death of human beings and the earth itself?
Then who do you blame? Do you really blame each individual normal citizen who has no power? These "billionaires," these things, evil, vile things, they are in control. They have the "power." It's not because they actually have anything real. Currency. "Money." It controls everything for no real obvious reason. People come up with excuses but don't even understand the excuses are not their own. Why would you believe money is a necessary thing in a world we're all born into?
Anyways, I didn't mean to go there for now.
All of these things happening in life really is crazy. It really is. You're not just imagining it. I recently came across videos and tweets people were sharing about "Russian nazis." I didn't get too much into it. I hadn't realized that opposing propaganda was being pushed. For awhile, I kept seeing how Ukraine is loaded with nazis. For clarity's sake, the entire world is run by nazis. So yeah, they're everywhere. We can give them another name if you'd prefer. "Illuminati." /shrug
This world, planet "earth," is a paradise. You can tell if you look at all the places around the world, knowing a bit of the planet's history and witnessing how magical nature is. There is a global cult, mafia, whatever, that is running society. We are a game to them. I imagine some things may be genuine and legit but everything is used by the enemy. Everything. They have destroyed this paradise. They have raped it. They do so daily.
I no longer find the word "brainwashed" insulting. I find it sad and heart-breaking. It's done to us. It's done to all of us. I guess some people resist easier. I imagine a lot of it has to do with our upbringing. Most people don't have a choice. We're born and we're told how to live and we live that way. We are not free. "God money, I'll do anything for you." (Nine Inch Nails song) Some people insist we are not brainwashed. Those people are wrong. The programming is very real.
I've been giving the concept of "society" more thought lately and the "benefits" of being part of one. When a society is fully controlled by evil, there are no benefits. We are in that society, whether you see it or not. Do you really think you're free? How do you spend your time each day and why do you spend your time that way?
I don't understand why anybody would make excuses for politicians, especially if you actually pay attention to the things they have done and the actual policy they have put into place. Their words are worthless and always have been but we live by their "law."
I also don't understand why anybody in america would be "patriotic." Unless they mean the second definition: "a person who regards himself or herself as a defender, especially of individual rights, against presumed interference by the federal government." As far as I can tell, most americans are not this version of patriot.
January 6 was not an "insurrection." Some terrible things might have happened but it was not an insurrection. I was out of my mind at the time and I also called the protestors terrorists just cuz I didn't like em. But I also could see what was happening clear as day was not an insurrection. Whole damn thing was staged and if you don't know that it's because you were not paying any real attention. If you only saw footage from MSM, you saw nothing. That will always be the case.
MSM, short for "main stream media," is all lies. It always has been. It's just when you really, truly understand this, you wonder how many people really get it. Do you really understand that these people cannot be trusted? That they have manipulated, deceived, and betrayed millions of people. That they have murdered people through their lies. It's not just the lies, either. It only gets worse.
I drowned in madness on accident. I tried so hard and dug in deep trying to figure out who to vote for. If it would actually matter this time. I was not surprised to find that what I figured out when I was eighteen-years-old was correct, that voting is meaningless. I did, however, fall into a pit of endless nightmares and it's because it's all connected. One thing led to another which led to another and so on. Have you heard this tale before?
Our reality is literally physically sickening, to me anyways. Once you see it, you can't un-see it. The main problem is there is no realistic solution that I've seen. Citizens can do their thing and be great to one another but those in power still have full control. They get away with murder daily, every minute. They steal and destroy life.
I am not innocent. I have been propagandized. I have been hateful towards others for reasons that weren't my own. I have been a damned fool. I will never believe a single word they say ever again. Never. If it isn't clear, I mean the government. I mean the "news."
The "pandemic" was a lie, and the vaccine is poison, "just a tiny fragment of HIV." You have to see this for what it is or you will never truly understand the lies, murder and betrayal we are living through.
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